Feral Left To Suffer

Falling asleep trying to fucking die
It's been a while since I've felt alive
Feeling the weight of my world crashing down around me
It's in my head, and I feel like I am fucking drowning

But I'm still breathing
Rip the knife out of my back
Falling further
Trapped here forever
My mind set to attack

Here we are again, same excuses and the same old story
Mix it up 'cause it's starting to bore me
And I'm starting to hate myself
Ignorance is bliss no matter the cost

Spiraling down around
It would depend how you feel
I always told myself to oppress my dеmons
Every time that I lie awakе
I don't know how much more of this that I can take

Snapped out of it, everyone's after me
They try to lull me to sleep but I won't concede
It tears me apart that I have to feel this pain again