Suture Bilmuri

I'm sick of this shit
I remind myself that it isn't real
'Cause I'm always afraid
Even when I see nothing
I hide myself away
When it gets too heavy

'Cause I'm terrified standing on the edge of a knife
I keep fighting for air, even when I know how to breathe
Teach me how to breathe

I'm sick of pushing that away
And I'm tired of being so afraid

To open up my heart again
To give a fuck if it breaks
'Cause I wanna feel love again
Don't wanna be alone

'Cause I'm terrified standing on the edge of a knife
I keep fighting for air, even when I know how to breathe
'Cause I'm terrified standing on the edge of a knife
I keep fighting for air, even when I know how to breathe

I'm so fucking tired of being alone
I wanna feel your love again