[Verse 1]
I used to be filled with no doubt at all, tried to win, it's only drown or fall
Everyone told me I'm bound to fall, filling out apps, but I doubt they call
Slept under bridges for months, nowhere to go, I was fucked
I looked at time, so I'm stuck wit no family, no money, no homies, I'm shit outta luck
So what? Life is tough, tried to talk shit, but I'm off the bottle
When I get sick, I turn Nosferatu
Yelling out "Bitch let's go mano y mano"
We can get Lit in this here McDonald's
People tell me I could make it if I would switch up and give up on this horror shit
Them is the same ones whom ain't nevеr been in that padded room off of that Thorazine
I can go on and on about the dark, lifе but I'm sleeping nights up at da park
Everyone stuck a knife up in my heart, now I just stick to biting, I don't bark
No one to hang when they say that chu brazy, better off by my self, I stay wit .380
I hit the streets, bitch I've never been lazy, fuck all that peace, I want cheese and da gravy
So many nights I done spent on da bathroom floor, with that blade to my wrist, I was glad to go
Had to stop myself, my kids was at the door, I don't want them to find me dead at this bowl
I'm just in my mental, ain't no sentimental, I'll break ya denim, nigga, fuck a change
I dun blacked out, all I think about is people on the net saying "Fuck the brain"
Nigga fuck the fame, sick is in my brain, not a mutha fucka wanna bet on me
I was living life way up on the edge, they gon' probably find me dead up in the street
Ain't no fucking sheep, life is over wit, people dropping dead off this COVID shit
Maybe I won't make it out this horror show, maybe I will end up on the floor sick
So I write this letter, like sorry I had to go
But then I had thoughts of my kids waking up in the morning like "Where did my daddy go?"
So I made a choice, I'ma stay and help them all out wit they grades
But that's in the day, cuz when the sun goes down I stay, giving them all razorblades
I used to be filled with no doubt at all, tried to win, it's only drown or fall
Everyone told me I'm bound to fall, filling out apps, but I doubt they call
Slept under bridges for months, nowhere to go, I was fucked
I looked at time, so I'm stuck wit no family, no money, no homies, I'm shit outta luck
So what? Life is tough, tried to talk shit, but I'm off the bottle
When I get sick, I turn Nosferatu
Yelling out "Bitch let's go mano y mano"
We can get Lit in this here McDonald's
People tell me I could make it if I would switch up and give up on this horror shit
Them is the same ones whom ain't nevеr been in that padded room off of that Thorazine
I can go on and on about the dark, lifе but I'm sleeping nights up at da park
Everyone stuck a knife up in my heart, now I just stick to biting, I don't bark
No one to hang when they say that chu brazy, better off by my self, I stay wit .380
I hit the streets, bitch I've never been lazy, fuck all that peace, I want cheese and da gravy
So many nights I done spent on da bathroom floor, with that blade to my wrist, I was glad to go
Had to stop myself, my kids was at the door, I don't want them to find me dead at this bowl
I'm just in my mental, ain't no sentimental, I'll break ya denim, nigga, fuck a change
I dun blacked out, all I think about is people on the net saying "Fuck the brain"
Nigga fuck the fame, sick is in my brain, not a mutha fucka wanna bet on me
I was living life way up on the edge, they gon' probably find me dead up in the street
Ain't no fucking sheep, life is over wit, people dropping dead off this COVID shit
Maybe I won't make it out this horror show, maybe I will end up on the floor sick
So I write this letter, like sorry I had to go
But then I had thoughts of my kids waking up in the morning like "Where did my daddy go?"
So I made a choice, I'ma stay and help them all out wit they grades
But that's in the day, cuz when the sun goes down I stay, giving them all razorblades
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