Hold Me Down Rustage (Ft. McGwire)

[Verse 1: Rustage]
It’ll only take a second but
Seconds turn into minutes and minutes turn into sessions
I’m losing myself to time in a myriad of obsessions
Know the pen can be my solace but fear makes it a weapon
Cus I feel I’m losing presence, I can’t focus on the now
I can’t act like all my brethren, I'm not known to buckle down
Search for answers for my questions and I'm hoping that its found
I had people getting mad at me for floating in the clouds
I've been thinking way too loud
But then I never think it through
Only started on this song cause I got other work to do
Every other task is capturing my attention like it’s breaking news
I be acting panicked but still chilling in the waiting room
I’m sick and tired, always living in this way
I’ve been trying to be gentle but I’m filling it with hate
I don’t feel like I'm a person, just a image of my brain
All my traits I thought were special are just symptoms on display

[Pre-Chorus/Bridge: McGwire]
My mind is racing
I can't stop to slow it down
My fate impatience
I've been racked with sober doubt, hold me down

[Chorus: McGwire]
Same shock, could never get rid of it
Thank god, you're holding me steady
I thought I'm out of my mind
To gather my time and stopping my headache
Yeah, I'm frozen in space
All over the place
I need someone to just
Hold me down