If I Loved A Boy We Three

[Chorus]
If I loved a boy (If I loved a boy)
Would you love me any less?
If I didn't enjoy (If I didn't enjoy)
Being married to my ex
Would you be annoyed? (Would you be annoyed?)
If I told you I was depressed
But you don't need to answer, 'cause I know the answer (The answer)
And I know it's always been yes

[Verse 1]
Goddamn it's looking real bad
When you tell me where you are and I tell you where I'm at
But God's plan isn't looking half bad
'Cause everybody wants what they know they'll never have
But thеre's no chance that I'll be seeing that
'Causе I wanna feel love, but I'm only feeling sad
'Cause God's plan is basically my dad's
And all he's ever wanted is a son he's never had

[Pre-Chorus]
But I know that I only really want you
It doesn't matter what they say or Jesus could do
If this is sinning then I don't think I like the truth
'Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use?
('Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use?)
('Cause if I don't get you baby tell me what's the use?)
('Cause if I don't get you baby, if I don't, if I don't, if I don't)