My Head Twiztid (Ft. Blaze Ya Dead Homie & Triple Threat)

[Verse 1: Jamie Madrox]
My haunted head is filled with dead and awful things
Visions and images and the feelings that they bring
Heaviness and hopelessness, I focus on this feeling
In my heart and how they want to tear me down until I fall apart (Fall apart)
I pick myself up and realize I'm just living a dream
With a mask on my face everyday is Halloween (Halloween)
Born a nightmare but grew up in between
My tortured soul is just a ghost in the machine (In the machine)
Ego risers turn to trampolines
We bounce in the dead and the spirits unclean
Refreshing new purpose, we be the push by any means
Shove it like a trust fall for all to see
Hey look at me, I've been in situations the same as you (Same as you)
It's been a nightmare, what I'm going through (Going through)
I feel like I don't know what I'm supposed to do (Supposed to do)
They say they understand but they don't have a clue (Have a clue)

[Chorus: Jamie Madrox]
Holding my head up in times when I feel like I'm going down (Going down, down, down)
I feel the weight when the pressure surmounts (Pressure surmounts)
I am breaking down
Under pressure, under strain
Understand my mind's insane
It's too much, caving in
And every time feels like the end (The end)