Waiting Forever FUR

I tried
To find the words you wanna
Hear but I cannot say them out loud
I cry
Thinking of you with him
Waiting forever to not hear his name

Maybe I
The harder I try
Let you down

She says, no way
In my head then I cry
It's not you, it's just me
Waiting to fly

We say
Things to one another
That only each other could know what we need
When you
See me with another
You get the feeling I've had for so long

Maybe I
The harder I try
Let you down