Clean Train B.o.B

[Intro]
How I feel, on a night when I’m this high
A better life, for my son can I provide
A better life, is what we promised
When we die, if its lies
Shit I was honest I was criticized, crucified
Who doesn’t contemplate suicide
Who am I?
Shit I got it made looking through your eyes
Looking through your eyes, I got it made

[Verse:1]
How I feel on a night when I’m this high
I’m a train wreck
A superman that doesn’t fly
Affection from women my kryptonite
Like something inside my mind was crippled when I was 5
And I made it my only purpose to get a dеal and be signed
Train wreck, to gеt a deal and be signed
Selling millions of records, a tall building to climb
I went over the world, one fan at a time
But once I got that under my belt, there was an emptiness
Still inside my stomach I felt
A void I couldn’t fill with all these plaques on the shelf
Been on so many flights, still I’m looking for steps
A wise man said you can study to death
But don’t know shit without the knowledge of self
Strangers know me better than I know myself
Tryna save the world, maybe I should help my self
You can’t buy loyalty no matter the wealth
Yeah, no matter the wealth
Before you’re crossing me look right, look left
I said before you cross me look right, look left
Because I’m a train wreck