Complex Zimm

[Verse 1]
Can't stop if I meant to
I don't really got nobody I can vent to
I don't trust no one, never meant to
You don't know what the fuck that I've been through
I got so many problems
Money won't solve 'em
They keep on pilin'
Write down a list of my options
Ok I got it, homie just watch it
So I got sick and tired of playing the victim card
They all acted, I don't really give a shit regardless
My dark past is what made me heartless
Money came and they went and vomit
Wanted a friend but they wanted to profit
Look for a snake in the grass in a outfit
I'll be alone when I rest in my coffin
Was sеarching for God and it gave me a complex
I sеt it off when I started
No it's not rap motherfucker, it's arson
I was alone on my own with no options
Hiding in 'go' 'cause I know that they watching
I seen an angel that fell
Danced with the devil and reveling infinite hell
It's a benevolent spell
Was lost in the rise in the way that I fell
Loving the ghost in the shell
When will I wake up from infinite hell?
Caught in a cycle, been stuck in a cell
Trapped in my mind, I been begging for help
But nobody will save me, I'm saving myself
Why am I caught in the past?
All of the questions I ask
All the thoughts in my head are intrusive
They just keep on looping and looping and looping