Life was easier before you left ​yung van

[Verse]
I've been fighting all alone for while now
Left me here back in June, been some time now
I never thought I would feel this way
I'm knee deep in my shame
I wanna fade away
But
I can't let my family down
They've always had my back
They've always held me down
I know that you'd be ashamed
If you could see me now
I need to make a change

And I hate the way that I miss you (That I miss you)
Cause it hurts every day
And I hate the way that I miss you (That I miss you)
Cause it hurts every day

I can't pretend that I'm fine (Fine)
Cause I hate whеn I smile (Smile)
I can't pretеnd that I'm fine (Fine)
Cause you've been gone for a while now