Trick ​mixed matches

[Intro]
I think I'm better now
But I'm just lying 'bout how you feel when you want to engage me
Well It's better to say
That I'm irrelevant
I think you might wanna know my feelings

[Chorus]
I don't want to lie to you any- anymore
And I don't know if I can do this anymore
You wouldn't read it
But I know that it's there
The feeling when this pulls me in
And I wanna chase until the end
Until I feel my happiness
And if I can't, will you be there?
But I think that I will be there
And now I know it's all true
The way I felt towards all of it

[Verse]
I see, just see and I live through it so much
You think you know me but I don't think you know much
Wanna see it
Wanna go in
I'll even have how I really live
How I'm feeling
What you think
Make sure how I really want to be this
I just really wanted
To be like that
To have a friend
Who'd give it up