Sleeping pills Flower Face

I wish I had a way out of this place
I'm wasting away
My hair keeps falling out
And my face is turning grey
I miss you every day
And I can't breathe when you're not around
I'm alone in my best friend's bed
Waiting for the night to end
I can hear her crying in the living room
Over the sound of a sitcom on tv
He is breaking her heart again

And what kind of fucking lie is my empathy?
I've never felt so much
Never enough to swear I loved
You or him or her
Or any of the past
Embodiments of my loneliness