Through the Worst Baby Jay

[Intro]

*Voicemail*

"I think you should straighten up a little bit, I think you should... I think you know you should look at yourself in the mirror sometimes and say look what am I doing? Why am I this way?"

[Verse 1]

I ain't holding back nothing I'ma give you my all
It's hurting worse every single time I’m missing your call
I've been trying to hold it down with my back against the wall
Contemplating on my life inside a bathroom stall, God...

I hope you hear me I’m calling
This ain't bout the path that you chose for me, I’m falling
I been tryna change my lane but I ain't ready I’m stalling
Cause everybody wanna see me fail instead of me balling

And that's quite rather okay if you ask me
I know I can never change a thing about the past me
All them stories that you tell but never asked me
Coming for your ass with long nights and bad sleep

All these bottles and drugs gon be me downfall
Put my pain inside this booth to these sound walls
I ain't tryna see no court house or town halls
On my own shit I don’t wanna be around y'all