Status Update YTCracker

Even im tripping
Im still playing this game and i ain't in prison
Still out here living
Still out here earning my starship deployment blue ribbon
Luck with the women
(maybe a bit out of sorts)
But i ain't dead daughter stay fed
Ain't in the red ain't in the courts

This year been crazy broke up with baby
Family get murdered or suicide daily
Had to quit drinking because i kept thinking
About all this shit everytime i got hazy
(banned from a venue)
Took advice from my friends and i tried to pretend you
Didn't exist and put you on a list
But that didn't much help and i still will defend you

Music my therapy can't even write it
And when i sit down to i can't even lie its
Like i forgot how to string it together
Fit all of my feelings in make myself better
Heard this beat on a stream might as well pirate
And try it out give it a go
Im the king of the scene the shel silverstein
Im hacking and phreaking the flow