So Yeah, So Free Throw

Why does it feel like I’m working on a puzzle with the lights off?
In a windowless room
I’m feeling for the edges of the pieces
Like everyone assumes
What was once a broken mess lives forever in fragility
Being treated like a house of cards that might fall
At the slightest of breeze
It can really start to fuck with your perception
That’s the last thing I need
Say just what you want to say before
I over think and cultivate a seed of doubt

So when did scars become a sign of something not built to last?
Why do you act like you have not battled yourself in the past?
Because coddling me everyday
Only Throttles my recovery
A helping hand is nice but
I don’t need it held forever

Just for once, let me breathe
Save your lungs if you can’t speak truthfully
Do you water it down when you speak to yourself
In the mirror each morning
Do you think that would help
You to see just exactly what I mean