Lost Control DizzyEight (Ft. FabvL & Mix Williams)

[Chorus: FabvL]
Lately I've been
Trying to become whole again
Taking ahold, left on my own
I lost control
I lost my heart just to find my way home
Harder and harder the farther I go
Taking ahold, left on my own
I lost control

[Verse 1: DizzyEight]
Ay, I lost control, yeah
I felt pain you never known, yeah
Forever since I felt whole
Used to have hope, now it's all gone, yeah
It's been dark on this road, yeah
It's scold when I'm all alone, yeah
See the love all gone
I don't have a home
The only thing I hold is revenge
Weight on my shoulders, the weight of my sins
Don't need you, now, man, I needed you then
It play back in my mind again and again and again and again, ain't no making amends
Ain't no way to forgive, I gave you a task and I gave you a gift
Now you mark cause the mark what you missed, you a target to hit
Got you all in my lens, this the way that it ends
This the way that it is, man, it is what it is
Gotta get what you give, now I'm just losing my grip
Slipping falling deep inside the abyss
Reach out now like who gon save me from this
But you can't save me from this
Left me with scars that I'll never forget, got me thinking bout how