[Verse 1]
And I just lost my mind
I can't believe it
All I ever think about is what I know I'll never be
I'm having nightmares when I close my eyes of me dead in the street
Please let my sacrificial blood drip on this motherfuckin beat damn
All I ever wanted was a second, a minute to kill it
They feeling the realest and the niggas that ever do it
Approval, I'm about to lose it
Confusion as I'm pursuing
A dream that is unattainable
Really wasn't explainable
They tell me never take it in vain
Not to explain the game
Or what it means to go and follow a dream
I've seen many give up when the road got tough
Figured out nobody really gives a fuck
Nigga, what do you expect? respect?
You got to understand I'll be coming at your motherfucking neck
And you better come correct
But that is if you want to make it to the top
Realize that the pain don't stop
Got to formulate a plot and a plan I'm hoping you understand
Your destiny's in the palm of your hand
Take control the role that you know you wanna play
Your focus and dedication will never leave you astray
To display the realest of any passion
You was never relaxing
Asking what it takes to finally get a break
The mistake that most people will make
Is believing shit is real when it was actually fake
Can I vent upon the page?
And try to give you the pain
Paint a picture of the problems that reside in the brain
With the man that was living with insanity
Is anyone understanding me?
Vanity is a curse
My happiness in a hearse
I disperse the lyrical content, you converse
Immersed inside a verse to me depicting my hurt
But first ima be honest abolishing any ignorance
I'm polishing the flow and demolishing any evidence
The truth has been distorted
They know it that I'll be peddling and passing my competition
Habitual repetition and with the way I kill it
They want me to get evicted
I bet they start a petition
But I built the definition of factual tunnel vision
I mention on getting a shot
But never the penicillin I'm willing to bust my ass
If opportunities are given you gotta be fucking kidding
I'm dying to make a difference, they lying to make a living
I can read between the lines in the motherfuckin sentence
Said you was never concerned or be preaching within my words
Sacrifice or repentance but not internally burn
And I just lost my mind
I can't believe it
All I ever think about is what I know I'll never be
I'm having nightmares when I close my eyes of me dead in the street
Please let my sacrificial blood drip on this motherfuckin beat damn
All I ever wanted was a second, a minute to kill it
They feeling the realest and the niggas that ever do it
Approval, I'm about to lose it
Confusion as I'm pursuing
A dream that is unattainable
Really wasn't explainable
They tell me never take it in vain
Not to explain the game
Or what it means to go and follow a dream
I've seen many give up when the road got tough
Figured out nobody really gives a fuck
Nigga, what do you expect? respect?
You got to understand I'll be coming at your motherfucking neck
And you better come correct
But that is if you want to make it to the top
Realize that the pain don't stop
Got to formulate a plot and a plan I'm hoping you understand
Your destiny's in the palm of your hand
Take control the role that you know you wanna play
Your focus and dedication will never leave you astray
To display the realest of any passion
You was never relaxing
Asking what it takes to finally get a break
The mistake that most people will make
Is believing shit is real when it was actually fake
Can I vent upon the page?
And try to give you the pain
Paint a picture of the problems that reside in the brain
With the man that was living with insanity
Is anyone understanding me?
Vanity is a curse
My happiness in a hearse
I disperse the lyrical content, you converse
Immersed inside a verse to me depicting my hurt
But first ima be honest abolishing any ignorance
I'm polishing the flow and demolishing any evidence
The truth has been distorted
They know it that I'll be peddling and passing my competition
Habitual repetition and with the way I kill it
They want me to get evicted
I bet they start a petition
But I built the definition of factual tunnel vision
I mention on getting a shot
But never the penicillin I'm willing to bust my ass
If opportunities are given you gotta be fucking kidding
I'm dying to make a difference, they lying to make a living
I can read between the lines in the motherfuckin sentence
Said you was never concerned or be preaching within my words
Sacrifice or repentance but not internally burn
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