Never Sober J-Dubb (Ft. 8Ball & Rappin' 4-Tay)

[Eightball]
Larger than life itself, Big Ball the MC
Mad at the world, fuck 'em all if you ask me
Deaf dreamin', fightin' demons in my sleep
I can't fold, cause it's my soul that they seek
They take the weak, quicker than most niggas can speak
I'm a soldier in this shit, fuck with me and see defeat
Hard liquor, and potent dope help a nigga cope
I heard somebody ask why I wrote what I wrote
Lord don't live here no more, that's my explanation
In reality I live the days of revelations
Deep sedation, a thousand feet above the earth
Cursed, I never knew what my own life was worth
Ain't no turnin' back, in deeper than I thought I was
Lookin' for a buzz, that I can't get from drugs
Ridin', cause if you don't ride you die
Ain't no time for bein' fly, ain't no time for askin' why
Dippin' and dodgin', niggas trippin' and flaugin'
Don't believe until my mob invade they secret garden
Right and wrong, fantasy against reality
Me against me, now who will claim victory?

[Hook]
Got a chip up on my shoulder
And it's got me puffin' doja
It's so hard to get over
But I stay true cause I'm a soldier
Playas love me, suckas hate me
Wanna pull they straps and blaze me
But still I keeps my composure
(And stay high 'til I die) I'm never sober