Alone Forever Inkwater (Ft. ​yung van)

Verse 1:
I pass a glance at my passion plan
While I pass the man this contraband
And I can’t stand
How much it kills me when I see the greed
That’s eating me needlessly, so it seems
I’m just a being seeking dopamine to feel less obsolete
And yes my dudes a motley crew of goons who for me would surely shoot
And as for me, I’m ill inside my head with nothing left to lose
And that’s the truth, so talking who to mess with I’ll leave that to you
Delusions come in twos, amuse me with your fusion of the truth

Chorus:
Where’d you go, where’d you go, where’d you go?
My girl lеft me out here in thе snow
I don’t want to feel a thing, but you know
I been freezing all day in the cold
Now I know, now I know, now I know
You never loved me, you just needed me to hold
I been freezing all day in the cold
When you held my heart, girl it broke

Verse 2:
Wake up, immediately it’s a bad day
Smoker’s cough and it’s a bad case
I ask death to please make with the fat haste
I’m tryna cast waves upon the last plane
Cuz I been mad angry all these past days
A bandaid will not cover a gashed face
It’s only when you need it that the glass breaks
I’m planning last days cuz I got bad stakes
Heretic since my day of birth and it’s plain to tell
It’s why I find so much solace in my crustacean shell
Disappointing like screwed up events
You niggas will never see truly how stupid it is
Why should I live?
Guess I’m really sick like I grew up in Flint
I see no rhyme or reason it’s dying season as the winter comes
I’ll fire beacons to light the streets in the winter sun
I give up all hope in happiness until winter’s done
I’m fucking tired of waking up, so I’m bitter, son