Wish The Worst Xetonyl

I wish I could love but I don't fuckin' know how to
You know my life's getting crazy, you got me livin' without you
Then you tell me that you changed, but I seriously doubt you
Tell me how could I trust you, when these lies just surround you

Your heart's a gift and a curse
You probably wishing the worst
You lookin' at me like him
And that comparison hurts
Now, I just think 'bout the past
How could I think it would last
Baby we're destined to crash
And now I'm left in pieces

I don't wanna go why you leaving
Tell me you that you love me, what's the meaning
Yea, I don't give a fuck though
I tend to give my heart to the trash hoes
Got my heart, got me looking back it was fun though

I couldn't really tell you if I'm better or worse
You had me down to a point I had to question my worth
You had me so fucked up you couldn't tell if I'm hurt
But you used to say "love kills" start popping a perc

I swear it gets complicated
At times I faded
We were going to shit
But I tried to save it
I'm intoxicated
You fucking hate it
(I'm intoxicated)
(You fucking hate it)