Bloody Heart* OCTOBERSFULLMOON

[Verse 1]
Look, I just wanna tell my story and not get involved
In a world where it's normal to see a man get shot with a revolver
Too many therapists, they always say, "Gimme a call"
But when you try, no answer
Sometimes I wonder if we tried at all
I get trust issues in this world
Sorry fam, but I don't wanna play ball
I'm looked down on for shit I can't help
For shit I can't help, nah, nothin' helps
Floatin' in my abyss
At the bottom of the sea like kelp
I just wanna be like them
I really wanna see like them
I really wanna be by them
I wanna be free like them
Those are my thoughts on daily basis
If I say something wrong
Then I'm a fuckin' racist
And I muh'fuckin' hate it
You wanna see my shank my mates up?
Bitch, you should face it
I'm never gonna give up until I make it there
All them looking thinking, "He won't be up here"
You know shit is sickening when in the night you praying in fear
You ain't gettin' a say right in here
I've seen 'em get battered and bruised
They say, "The fatter the goose"
But, I'm the duck, and I'm strapping the noose
It's kinda boring when you're rapping the news