I Wish I Wasn’t Kyla (PHL)

I'm home alone again
And you're out hangin' with you friends
So you say
Somehow I know it's not quite that way
It's getting pretty late
And you haven't checked on me all say
When I called you didn't answer
Now I'm feeling like you're ignoring me

[refrain]
I wish I wasn't that you were home
Holding me tight in your arms
And I wish I could go back
To the day before we met
And skip my regret

[Chorus]
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So you ain't fair the way you treat me
No you don't deserve me
Wasting my time thinking 'bout you
When you ain't never gonna change
I wish I wasn't in love with you
So I wouldn't feel this way

When you touch me my heat melts
And everything you did wrong I forgive
So you play me and take advantage
Of the love that I feel for you
Why you wanna hurt me so bad
I believed in you that's why I'm so mad
Now I'm drowning in disappointment
And it's hard for me to even look at you