A Lonely Night in Mexico Thinking About Big Sean and Avicii Mike Posner

[Intro]
...and start up again.
Um, I think it'll be an experience for you that you'll never forget.
Probably will be life-changing.
I think it's going to be very hard on your body.
I think you're gonna be, um, shocked at how difficult it is.
But I applaud you for trying it, I'm really excited for you.
And like Aunt Becky says, "Nobody gets hurt."
So just be safe, and I love you.

[Verse 1]
It's hard to explain what I got the vision for
It's almost like I'm tryna sing a hidden note
And I can't even get it out, though it's it my throat
I get so frustrated, I feel like a misanthrope
I start feeling like my whole life isn't dope
And I've ruined everything with what I didn't know
Then some shit my father told me starts hitting home
What the fuck am I even here livin' for?
I miss my friends, we don't talk as much as we used to
I'm too busy checking on YouTube and scrolling on IG
I tend to get glued to various distractions as my life floats by
Have I just been checked out the whole time?
I spend 85% of it online
And for the things that really matter I got no time (No time)
But wait, if I can get myself out of this broke mood
Then maybe all my listeners could have hope too
Yeah, that's what I'm gon' do
I become who I am from all the shit I go through