Celebration Song Holding Absence

[Intro]
I'm alive
I'm alive

[Verse 1]
To the existential dread
I let run through my head
The truth is that you hurt me for so long
And here's my celebration song
I know that years from now
When my final flame runs out
I'll be a grain of sand
Running through a stranger's hand

[Pre-Chorus]
But right now

[Chorus]
I'm alive
I'm alive
I'm alive
I lived to see today
I lost so much along the way
And that's fine
'Cause I'm alive