Life SO4P

And lately I been trapped inside a bubble
I just huddle with myself for some warmth..
Mama told me be safe, stay out of trouble
But I been doing bad lately, so I’m torn

Half of me just wanna exist
In an abyss
While I drift to the eclipse of my own light..

I’m tryna fight my own fight..
My mama always wanna help, that’s what I don’t like
I know she got some things to handle...

I know her son supposed to be the one that’s on, right?
Look, I went got a degree
Now white people could look and me
And know I don’t bite..
I guess that mean that I’m on right?

But I been feelin' like I’m really slacking..
Thought I would get to packin', and..
Leave my home right?

But now my bank account severely lackin'
And I’m in debt already
So I can’t take out a loan, right?