​understand Ollie

[Verse 1]
I'm laying down under the stars
Wondering what they all are
Some days they feeling so close
But others they feeling so far
Kinda like things in my life
The love that I hold in my heart
Whatever fulfilling your dreams
Has power to tear you apart
'Cause everything come with a cost
Some people whose focus get lost
The wisdom inside of these flows
Is also admitting my flaws
See, I ain't too proud to say I'm not perfect
I live with a lot of these thoughts
I hate what's inside of my head, but
I can't make it stop
It's why I like taking these chances
Moments where growth advances
We stare at the moon, a canvas
While writing these poems and stanzas
Though I make my bed, I sleep on the floor
I guess I've been searching for answers
'Cause shit don't reflect what's at my core
I'm tryna pick at my standards
I do all the things that I should
Regretting some others I could
I'm finally taking a stand
The difference what make you a man