I Didn’t Want to Name It Hospital Bracelet

[Intro]
I wanna die

[Verse]
And I'm just waiting to go home, where ever that might be
Depends on the day, the time, the place, and my stability
And I'm moving away and it's kinda got me stunned 'cause I'm
Moving two hours north of Indy paying way too much rent a month
And I can't wait for a change
And I can't wait for a change
And I've been kind of overthinking my self worth
Turns out the people you went to high school with don't determine your place on earth
And I know myself for being who I'm not
And god I hope I change my ways at least before I rot and
Dear God I pray, let me change
'Cause I'm not much of a prayer so please consider this gain
And I've been trying to figure out
Where the hell I might have gone wrong
Sittin' in the back of this van, listening to old Foo Fighter Songs
Suddenly I'm a clean freak , rearranging my room
But really I just need, I just need
Something to do

[Outro]
And I been making progress since August
And lately I feel like maybe I'm just not cut out for this
And maybe all this bad luck is just Karma
For when I used to be a piece of shit