Childhood Trauma OG Sly Jethro

Gooner lifestyle

The shit i’ve done in my own time has left me with a twisted mind
A fathers hate is bittersweet like a watermelon rind
Don’t hit your kids on the behind or they’ll be left behind every other child that gets the week of time
I only saw my momma two measly times a week
Restraining order hit harder than my knee upon the street
When i had to skate to lowes to get a jug of water to split between us 3
My hair was long as willow trees when my father made me cut it i began to weep
My ig page has seen the most of me
When i was younger i would steal his girlfriends rosaries and sold em so i could smoke some weed
Funding has always been irregular to me
Consistency as easy to catch as snowflakes on the piece of meat in between your teeth
Am i stuck to the pole or is it stuck to me
My graduation was filled with a bunch of wannabes
Had the lurk hard on my mask in covid times i kept the edibles in my backpack
No cross contamination like chicken on the royal farms freezer rack
I’ve had so many jobs but what i needed was a sack
Flipped hella packs in the bmw then i crashed
The volvo was midnight black the cams blew up like some spoiled milk inside a camelback

Odds Against Me
My microphone been through hell and back
Imma killa what’s ya zodiac
Friends last long as bookbag straps
Less u use em more they snap back hit me on the snapchat
If you need the pack rats i ran outta gas zack
Snap snap cuz niggas don’t listen
Most men are narcissistic or misogynistic
I promise shawdy this smoke is not from no incense
Don’t talk over me there’s always opportunity to be bigger
I’ll never be a house nigga but i stay in my house nigga
I eat white woman pussy and get a queasy liver
In school i was so different that everybody snickered
I thought it was with but it was at i needed to see the bigger picture
My room ain’t full of my childlike glimmer depression and isolation do shit like make you huff paint thinner
Or ask the plug if he wanna hang later
I got more plugs than real niggas
More situationships than real sisters
I didn’t wanna be my dad but when the moneys low i steal his liquor
Anything to be inebriated it’s better than being sad and bitter sober
Over and over i plucked four leaf clovers out the earth and wished for more quarters
I’m only good with coins cuz heavy metals always been in my mothers corner
Niggas don’t know what it’s like to open the mail to a court order
My mama was a hoarder but i had more than enough room to get my shit in order
I live in filth and disarray cuz it’s it feels warmer
Used to put the heater under the covers to keep from shivering now i put the heater under the cover to keep from shivering
Social anxiety goes away when you got xanax and a gun
Used to chew the pills for fun but switched to shrooms that grow under the sun
I do the internal work and i pray so do my sons
I never prayed too much but when i did i was met with nothing
J hate jehovas witnesses i wish somebody witnessed all my suffering
My daddy left me for dead and the pain was smothering