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[Intro]
Ken, I fucking hate you

[Chorus]
Leave me here to bleed out, I'm not what you need now
Don't like who I see now, don't know who I should be now
Can't get out of my bed, can't forget what you said
Stuck inside of my head, I'll be okay when I'm dead
I don't like the way I am but I don't think that I can change
Stuck inside my thoughts again, don't know if I can get away
I'm running from everything that makes me all that's in my way
I don't know if anything will ever seem to be the same
I'm not okay, I got in my own way, I lost all faith, I stopped all my old ways
Still I feel like shit inside my own mind
Realized one day I'll die so I'll only do what I feel is right

[Verse]
Pain is painless, change is changeless, made my mind up, I won't change it
Don't tell me that I'm amazing, you don't know what I felt just to make this
Hide who I am, you can't see what's inside me
I think if you did then you'd prolly not like me
Feelings are damned, I put all those behind me
Since I was a kid I knew nobody liked me
Do I care? I do but I'm gone act like that I don't
All I ever knew was people gonna treat me wrong
All the shit I do for you but you act like I don't
Now you see I'm through with you and you think that I'm wrong
I'm not holding back no more, I'm going the fuck off
I don't think you care no more, I swear you can fuck off
I won't be around the day you need me once again
I don't wanna survive, I wanna fucking live