Endless Nightmare Josh A & iamjakehill

[Verse 1: Jake Hill]
I just wanna wake up and feel weightless
Most of the time, I hate this
Post up all the time with a fake grin
And inside it's rainin'
I can't seem to find the rays
Peek through the dark, see better days
I know it's comin', just don't know when
Wonderin' when I'll laugh again
And really fuckin' mean it
Straight to the depths, I've fuckin' seen it
Hell and back, that's where I've been
I tell 'em that with a pad and pen
These days, I stay low
Tell me, where's my raincoat?
Gotta face the day like usual
These demons, yeah, I'm used to 'em (Hahaha)
Won't let 'em get used to me
Wish I was how I used to be
So carefree, so optimistic
Never took a moment to stop and listen
I wish for time back, I really gotta stop that
'Cause livin' in the past is so exhausting
I'm gettin' older, it's never stoppin'
Yeah, break down
Crawl in the bed, face down
Is it all in my head? Am I safe now?
Does anybody else relate? Wow
So many that are just like me
But still, I feel so alone at sea
The waves rush in, I'm cavin' in
I just wanna fuckin' breathe