Rest Your Head Left To Suffer

As I open my eyes, it's just too hard to see
I know it's real as I'm losing grip on reality
I will never know if dying is an act of God
Or do we even die in the first place?

Narcan induced, I feel like shit
Locked in a pharma-psychosis
Dead asleep but I’m wide awake
They try to pull the plug but what difference does it make?

I know it's hard
To accept my fate
You can't run forever
From the thoughts that keep on bothering me

Can't hide this feeling inside
Cause you'll be running forever

Try to wash away all of my pain
Feels like I'm running forever

I know it hurts so bad somеtimes
But I'm forced to fucking feel
Every stab you put into mе
I'm toe to toe with my enemy