Disappointment Sarcastic Sounds (Ft. Rxseboy)

[Chorus: Sarcastic Sounds]
I'm a disappointment
I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments
Then complain about the outcome of my choices
It feels pointless when I try to avoid
All of the thoughts in my head
Lately, I just wait on one good reason
I should even try to wake up, 'cause that shit
Feels like a motherfucking day job with no days off
I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed
You made your bed, now you lie in it

[Verse 1: Sarcastic Sounds]
And my eyes went red 'cause I'm cryin' again
Looking for love, all I find is a mess
So I break my heart for the sake of my art
Hope it makes me a star
'Cause I'm lost in the dark, I'm lost in the dark
And it's so hard to see when all damn day you're sound asleep

[Chorus: Sarcastic Sounds & Rxseboy]
I'm a disappointment
I stay up, take drugs and miss appointments
Then complain about the outcome of my choices
It feels pointless when I try to avoid
All of the thoughts in my head
Lately, I just wait on one good reason
I should even try to wake up, 'cause that shit
Feels like a motherfucking day job with no days off
I hope I get laid off to lay in my bed, my bed
What time is it? Oh my gosh, I'm late for work again