Escape From PA Frawst

This ain't the place I was raised in
Got me feeling like I'm caged in
Being black in Pennsylvania
May have made me a bit racist
I'm trying my best to contain it
And manage my anger
Want to be an entertainer
Want to be the dude who's paid
That brags to everyone he made it
Blowing up rub it in the fucken face
Of anyone whoever hated
Making jokes about the way I was speaking
Mistaking my kindness for weakness
Disappear visit Sweden
Live performing every evening
Man all I want in this world are achievements
Tell my momma I succeeded
I rise from the ashes spreading my wings
Like Jean Grey I'm Dark Phoenix
Deep down I'm real deal hurting
Pursuing happiness I'm still searching
If these pills worked I'd be a chill person
Until then I'll probably feel worthless
Wheels turning in my addict brain
Drugs habit in my baggage claim
In my feelings now I'm mad ashamed
Sipping this bottle of Tanqueray
I do this shit everyday anyway
Beat myself up over dumb shit
Ever since I was a young kid
Was innocent once then
Somehow ended up on this path of destruction
It's time fix up my life and be done with the fuck shit