I Defeat James (Ft. Sinéad O'Connor)

We were doing so well
We had broken the spell
And freedom seemed just within reach
We had managed the bend between lover and friend
Found a place we could possibly meet

Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I just run head along to defeat
Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I defeat, I defeat, I defeat

I'm so hard on myself
Don't deserve any help
So I must let you go, let you go
So I pushed you away
While I hoped you would stay
But I don't let you know, let you know

Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I keep running around to this beat
Yes it's me
I can't help myself
I defeat, I defeat, I defeat