Roses Complete

[Chorus]
You smelt like roses I smelt like smoke
You held me close and you felt my hope
You'd hide the bottle and you'd melt my rope
But now your gone, off to hell I go

You smelt like roses I smelt like smoke
You held me close and you felt my hope
You'd hide the bottle and you'd melt my rope
But now your gone, off to hell I go

[Verse 1]
This ain't a fucking hit
I just need to vent
Its February 25th another week just went
It's been intense
I needa get this album ready, would be out already but I'm stuck inside a deep descent
Even friends ask how long I'm going sober for
Ever since the breakup I don't know no more
I don't even know who I know no more
I ain't in the know no more
That's all I know and I don't need to know know more no no more
I feel alone and I'm afraid of change
But just as afraid if everything were to stay the same
Disgusted sick I bathe in shame
Fuck this shit
I love my gift but hate my brain
I'm, overwhelmed roaming through this lonely realm
Time will only tell if my family and friends know me well
A couple mates are probably hoping that I don't excel
If you ain't got respect for the sober shell you can go to hell