Bad Dreams GAWNE

[Intro]
Yeah
Sometimes I lay awake in a night terror
And pray for the light yeah
Father what's the meaning of life?
Is it to cheat or just fight fair?
Will someone please give me an idea
Why am I here? Life is short
Yesterday was just a kid in a highchair
Couple years and I'll have children in white hair
No I don't want to die yet
Death is like my permanent nightmare

[Verse 1]
I got too much to prove
Grew up a screw up with nothing to lose
'Til I started making something outta freestylеs
Worked at it for years, I'm a beast now
Couldn't walk a milе in my shoes
Learn to deal with pain, feel the rain on my skin
I will evade the pills I used to pop when I was in a place
Sticky as Gorilla Tape, shit I may have ended it all
And put a bullet in my brain if it wasn't for this
The music saved me, grew up on that Jay-Z and Shady
Maybe I'm just a crazy lunatic, when at school
I spent semesters in detention with hooligans
Never one of the coolest kids
I fooled a bit around in notebooks
Started doodling some lyrics that I was spewing, spitting
Improving as I moved into a level above the rudimentary
My enemies are getting fed up
Like the Judas sending Jesus to the Crucifix
Sleeping on me? I will put you to bed like a Sudafed