Anger Left To Suffer

I look out the window and I think to myself
Why the fuck am I around when I got tossed on the shelf
Always left alone to rot inside my room
Always finding myself haunted by the ghost of you

Locked in a prison of my mind
Convincing myself slowly that this is the fucking last time
I won't deny my self destructive ways
Sad to say that I wish I could decay

Oh
I will never be the one to go
I can't breathe
This burning feeling of hopelessness
Let me out

Because it's always been me

I can't control it, I'm burning every opportunity in front of me
Deny deny dеny
I always knew how fucking easy it was to lie, to you
And as thе pain subsides
Anxiety decides it's time to ride
(I never asked for any of this)

As I clutch this loaded gun fuck your god and his only son