Save Yourself Ekoh

[Chorus]
And I know you think you know me
But you don’t know where I’ve been
I’m a mess, what's happiness
When you just fuck it up again?
I might lose my way
I might not come back
I know you try to stay to help
But go and save yourself

[Verse 1]
This ain’t a way to be livin', I get it
Didn’t know how bad it was until you actually said it
Breakin' down but tellin' everyone I’m fine, I know I promised
I would talk before I crossed that line again but didn’t
Yeah, I guess that's just the way my head works
Open up another couple scars before you mend yours
I don't learn from watching others crash, I gotta wreck first
'Cause I don't think that love is really love until you get hurt, yeah
And I know what you think
Said it's hard to love me when I don't love myself and I'm on the brink
Of trading in this sobriety for a fucking drink
And I don’t wanna talk about it till we’re bout to sink, yeah
Maybe I just need a day off
Maybe I’m just more fucking comfortable in the chaos
You say you love me, so you stay on
Invested all your time and wonder when it’s gonna pay off, huh?