A NECESSARY END 2mygrave

[Intro]
I'm scared to close my eyes, I'm scared to open them

[Verse 1: LXWLIFE]
Poppin' xanax for the panic, I can't handle it
Lately I been thinkin' 'bout how I'm gon' handle shit
Hand the pistol clip, I'll unload it, should I fuckin' quit?
Got a fuckin' script, should I take it for my trip?
Live in nightmare when I wake up in the fuckin' mornin'
Only thing, I know me when I'm pourin' up the codeine
Visitation for my placement, yeah, I [?]
Call up Satan as I'm waitin' for my life, not takin'

[Verse 2: SURGE]
Mixing drugs with emotions
Got my brain workin' slowly
Pop a bar, I'm on my way
So fucked up, I wanna leave
Everybody wanna hide, but I always wanna die
Ain't got no time to love a thot
I dropped a condom when you tried
I bust a cap, fully loaded, bitch
I'm so high, I'm zonin', bitch
Actin' like you pourin', bitch
Fucked your bitch, shе borin' though
Actin' like you know me, bro
Slaughter gang, wе showin' them
Sleepin' 'til I find some dope
My sickness that I lost my hope