Long Way Down Ivan B

[Verse 1]
I'll be honest
Hard for me to open up 'cause I don't feel like I'm enough
Man, that's the hardest
Actin' cool the day you leave and maybe I'm still healin', or
Maybe you can show me where my heart is
Reason why I'm guarded, reason why this started
Everyone I trusted gone, but I'm here regardless
My perfectionism hittin' different
Lately insecurities around me, I just take it to the farthest
Therapy, thank God it helped
No grudge, but I carry guilt
Lot of people depend on me, but I can't seem to trust myself
Stand out's the way you're built
Still hate that I always felt
More to prove, not to you, to myself

[Pre-Chorus]
Askin' me what I'm thinkin' 'bout right now, but
I don't really wanna see you leave right now, yeah
I don't really wanna go and leave you 'cause

[Chorus]
It's a long way down, it's a long way down
From this feelin' that you give me
It's a long way down, it's a long way down, oh yeah
Easier to dream when it's way up here
You ain't gotta leave, you could stay right here
It's a long way down, it's a long way down
From this feelin' that you give me