Self-Medicated Until I Wake

[Verse 1]
A cynic, I'm hopeless, I'm broken
There is no light inside of me
I'm tired, I'm restless, I'm lonesome
But I can never sleep
My mind plays games when I'm alone now
You said the worst things to get inside my head
Intoxication takes control now
Self-medication takes its grip

[Pre-Chorus]
I'm crawling on the floor
(Take deep breaths, your heart is racing)
There's clawing at the door
Oh God, don't let 'em take me

[Chorus]
Now I have to find a way out
I have to find my voice
I'm entertaining thoughts that are no good for me

[Verse 2]
When I'm completely numb, a darkness takes me
I turn into someone I hate completely

[Pre-Chorus]
It's me against the world
(Take cover, you cannot fix me)
And just throw me to the wolves
I'm a victim of self-pity