Too Far K-Rino

[Verse 1]
The race is not to dismiss so I run it
Money or no money, I'ma keep it 100
Life ain't easy but I can't run from it
If getting it wasn't hard, everybody would have done it
Instead of seeing the Sun, I be weathering the rain
The inner pain is something I could never explain
Whatever the game holds and my future contains
It couldn't be tougher than what I already overcame
I don't sniff no lines, commit no crimes
Pushing it to the limits still I get no shine
I'm tryna leave a legacy and hit more minds
Contemplated retirement at least four time
Got myself up out from under the spell
Looked in the mirror and said, "I gotta be the one to prevail"
Revamp the game plan, I was scared as hell
But failing to prepare is preparing to fail
Perceptions of me are so convoluted
Got an automatic weapon and no time to shoot it
Self-analysis is so therapeutic
I done did my work now it's your turn to do it
I've been around the world in multiple time zones
Got treated like a king with 79 thrones
Styles and instrumentals I done put my rhymes on
Then I get treated like I'm nobody when I'm home
Still I keep on pursuing my high mind
There's still no point to keep riding the sideline
You ain't never paid dues, you don't know how to grind
You experience defeat and mind force nine times
But I won't hate another man's position
I gotta try to rectify my own damn condition
I can't win like a gunfighter who's handsome
[?] packing a gun but [?]