1 2 3 ​od1ous (Ft. i9bonsai)

[Intro]
Mom, I need varsity

[Chorus: od1ous]
I don't talk when you're not here
I dream about you, wish you were here
Singing with me but you hate me
And I miss me, the old, old me
Take it back, like one, two, three
Step by step, we can restart that
And be so free and so happy
Wish I wasn't me, dead in my white tee

[Bridge: od1ous]
I know you can't take it anymore
Left me, told me, "Move on"
Bet you regret that
I don't know what's wrong with us
We're so fucked up, there's no fixing
I'm so sorry that it's like that
But we cannot change that

[Verse: i9bonsai]
Change that, stop it
I don't wanna come back, lost it
Tell me that I'm dumb, I got it
'Cause you been tryna say I'm nothing
Sore eyelids, lost islands
Bruise my head, stuck on my bed
Change that, stop it
I don't wanna come back, lost it
Tell me that I'm dumb, I got it
'Cause you been tryna say I'm nothing