Failure Girl Oktavia

[Verse 1]
Look at that, I made a mistake again
You can tell I’ve lost count with the red pen
It’s a fact, these scars still reveal
Despite how I’ve tried forcing them to heal

See with that, they say ignorance is bliss
Playing dumb, I’ve really gotten good at this
It’s a fact, they’ll say whatever ‘bout me
How I’m unwanted and loved by nobody

[Pre-Chorus]
Bruised before you, the pain the pain
Have to push through the pain the pain
Bid my breath adieu, the pain, the pain hurts so

[Chorus]
Everybody tells mе I’m a failure, there’s no rеason to even show me love
No matter whatever I do, it falls short of enough
I-I-I just have to try and fake through the whole way
If I smile abidingly, would then it be okay?

[Verse 2]
Look at that, seems I’ve scraped my skin again
You can tell I’ve lost count of times fallen
It’s a fact, these traumas still reveal
Despite all my tries to still conceal