Derailed 7 Year Bitch

[Verse]
Horrible memories are back again
My horrible memories, they haven't a friend
Sayin' it before, now do it again
Memories of tragedies, memories, you scare me
I'm gonna inebriate them, I'm gonna inebriate them

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I will get it and I will use it to my advantage
Right up to the brink of damage
I will suck from it every juice
Every drop put to use
You don't know shit, so leave me be
I wanna wallow in self-pity

[Chorus]
It's happy hour on a sad train
I need these drinks to dull the pain
So don't you question how I cope
Oh, can't you see there is no hope
No reason though it rhymes
Twenty-one hours, just me and mine

[Pre-Chorus 2]
I will get it and I will use it to my advantage
Right up to the brink of damage
You don't know shit, so leave me be
I wanna wallow in self-pity