Meltdown Lollia

These city lights, they paralyze a chilly night
As I breathe in a clear starry sky

It’s 2 AM, with tired eyes I reflect on my past
The world is moving fast

This scorching pain that I bury inside
Would make more sense if I had a reason to find
The fuel that burns to keep me alive
But if they were nothing but lies I wouldn’t mind

I have a dream where I strangle you with both of my hands
That afternoon light shining bright through my weary mind
And with a smile I finally snap your paper thin neck

So satisfied so silent my tears fill my eyes

Diving in, I’m rеaching for the core of a nuclear rеactor
I wanna melt away all these useless memories into a blue eternity

Giving in, I’m reaching for the core of a nuclear reactor
For I want nothing more than to rest eternally
Maybe I’ll be doing something right

Alone and stale above my crumbled window pane
I hear footsteps climbing up the stairs