[Verse 1]
I don't like when people dictate over my happiness
'Bout six months now, with my friends fuck dapping it
Yeah, I'm still rapping, fuck, but I'm living so dapper
And I'm sober, it's whatever, niggas ain't never graspin' it
Niggas never could listen when you try to be better
No more givin' into vices, selling happy for pleasure
Wish I never grew up idolizing the cheddar
Love so many people but I'll never be better for 'em
I'm self-centered, thinking that it's all about me
That's a problem I could never wish away when I breathe
Leave my presence in the venue every time that we leave
Think I love it but I'm crying every night in my sheets
Then I bleed, self-harm scars, blood in the tee
Suicidal thoughts linger in the presence I bring
The only present that I think is me dead in the breeze
Summer sunlight beating down my head with the trees
[Verse 2]
I call my mother, I'm asking if she proud
I lied to her the other day, saying I was down
So she could say she love me or maybe I could frown
Or feel something other than right now
The liquor too strong, yeah, I relapsed
I don't give a fuck about me, tell 'em, “Run it back”
'Cause every single day I'm smiling, holding back an attack
Of panic 'cause my nerves is getting frantic in the chat
I don't like when people dictate over my happiness
'Bout six months now, with my friends fuck dapping it
Yeah, I'm still rapping, fuck, but I'm living so dapper
And I'm sober, it's whatever, niggas ain't never graspin' it
Niggas never could listen when you try to be better
No more givin' into vices, selling happy for pleasure
Wish I never grew up idolizing the cheddar
Love so many people but I'll never be better for 'em
I'm self-centered, thinking that it's all about me
That's a problem I could never wish away when I breathe
Leave my presence in the venue every time that we leave
Think I love it but I'm crying every night in my sheets
Then I bleed, self-harm scars, blood in the tee
Suicidal thoughts linger in the presence I bring
The only present that I think is me dead in the breeze
Summer sunlight beating down my head with the trees
[Verse 2]
I call my mother, I'm asking if she proud
I lied to her the other day, saying I was down
So she could say she love me or maybe I could frown
Or feel something other than right now
The liquor too strong, yeah, I relapsed
I don't give a fuck about me, tell 'em, “Run it back”
'Cause every single day I'm smiling, holding back an attack
Of panic 'cause my nerves is getting frantic in the chat
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