Anxiety Why Everyone Left

Another night spent up without a purpose
Always tired and always nervous
Sinking in an ocean of regrets and groundless fears
What the fuck you want from me?
I never asked for anything
I'm just a kid
How can you think that I can stand
All of this?
Oh I knew it you would come back
Over and over again Anxiety
(You'll never be alone)

Will this ever be over?
You're taking the best of me I can feel you're here
In my veins and you're poison
I'm faking a smile but
I'll never be the same

So I wake up
Every night heavy breathing
Nothing surrounds me but the fear
It's right there behind me
I hear it laughing at me

Everything I swore I'd never be now it's happening (It's happening)
It's like a nightmare but I guess I'll never wake (You're not asleep)
Lately when I talk to people
I always wanna know
All of their worst worries
Cause I need to know
That It's not just me