Denial Ouija Macc

Hol up' (knoccin' on heavens door)
(hear me now)
(ain't nobody answering)
(hell nah)
Where am I suppose to go (tell me)
Heaven won't let me in

[Verse 1]
I don't know
I don't fuccin know
I would cry myself to sleep if I could keep my eyelids closed
Oh my heart is dead and now my chest is haunted by its ghost
Bitches got they claws all over my body playing tug-of-war
Fucc em though
Sicc and tired of struggling watching em fighting to find my soul
That tire (?) tired plume of smoke escaped my carcass years ago
These creatures feeding on the sorrow of a juggalo
My life done flashed before my eyes I lost my memory ago
Lil' lo
Learning how to tie the rope
Can't get lessons from mistakes if I'm repressing them to cope
Giving a fucc about all of my therapist and what these bitches be thinking they know
I feel nothing suicide note
Empty in my life oooh

[Hook]
Knoccin' on heavens door
Ain't nobody answering
Sitting here all alone
Heaven won't let me in
Calling God on the phone
No, he ain't answering
Where am I suppose to go
Heaven won't let me in