Can’t.Lie.Around.Remembering.Everything. Capstan

[Verse 1]
This hit me from left field
These feelings that you had concealed
A sense of emptiness that you revealed
Leaving silence over the phone line
There were some things I just couldn't say
I thought about you every fucking day
Watching miles slowly cause decay
While the weeks and months tear you away

[Pre-Chorus]
Well, I guess it's just a missed sense of confidence

[Chorus]
Don't worry because I'll be fine
You've got your city lights and I've got the shoreline
You will always be branded in me
A memory I'll try to keep out of my head
A reoccurring dream I can't forget, so I'll just sleep in instead
I'm leaving open seats to the New York City streets
I always figured they'd be just a little too crowded for me

[Verse 2]
But I swear there was weight in the words you said
Enough to knock me off my feet and straight into your bed
These bad dreams relapse, two separate marks on the same map
I keep chasing these times I know I can't get back